OMG I feel like a giant fail already. WHY THE HELL AM I AUDITIONING FOR AMERICAN IDOL TOMORROW MORNING?! If I make it to television, feel free to ridicule me for the remainder of my natural life.

So I found these elusive little gals at a local Walmart. They serve as both retail therapy and birthday presents for myself. I'm especially pleased with Wild Life Sasha...

( REVISED: NOW WITH EYECANDY )

I've been working tirelessly on my toys and dolls, and it is just SO fucking cathartic. It's been so long since I've been able to just sit and play. Nothing to worry about, nothing to bother me. Careless, carefree and fucking loving it.

( Read onward.... )

My pseudo-BF gave me the Familiez Yasmin and Portia for Christmas. He's a toy collector (and new customizer as well), so he knew to pick through the store stock and find the best looking one. And that he did!


I'm so in love with Portia's eyeprint. So sexy. And I ADORE to death her body. To death! Its a curvier version of the Pixiez body. And that is still my most favorite Bratz body yet. She had to undergo spa services to look this good: I cut the gray out of her hair, reset it under hot water and curved it inward. I wanted it to look as non-mom as possible.


She looks fierce in boots, and LiC Sasha's boots look ridiculous on her. They look so hot on her, she didn't even want to put any clothes on. Actually, she's just standing around nekkid with these boots on. She went from dumpy OC soccer mom to exhibitionist Vicky's Secret model.


She did have an accompanying photoshoot, but it turned out kinda crappy despite the perfect weather. She photographs a lot like Selita Ebanks now that I look at it. More of Portia to come--she's my new muse!


Muah, biatches.

私の中心に不可能な苦痛がある。 それは孤独、に悲しく感じる。 なぜ私を愛して頂けませんないか。 私は何あなたの愛に値しないためにしたか。 私の中心の感じることができない。 私によってがほしいすべては私を愛するあなたのためである。 私は私が、それは決して十分ではないことを恐れている。

I'm not quite sure what to make of the whole Mattel/MGA ruling. Ordering MGA to cease production, destroy all molds and matrices and ship all viable stock to Mattel for destruction is a bit extreme. The doof judge is allowing, reportedly, MGA to continue with Bratz sales through the Christmas season. I'm sure the penalty will be less permanent come February during the post-trial hearing. It is MATTEL, after all, and Barbie has the best lawyer in all the world. I guess that's why she's never tried to become a lawyer herself...cuz she has other people to whoop ass on her behalf.

It is saddening that Mattel would go so low as to legally destory their competition instead of just creating a fresher, more cutting edge and overall better quality Barbie. Dirty, dirty game players they are, those Mattel boys. Tsk tsk.

Enjoy my ancient gift from DollsAhoy. She's a beaut, ain't she?



XOXO

I went as a slutty fallen angel for Halloween.
There is no better place to Halloween than West Hollywood.
I wore horns, a pair of black wings and the shortest toga ever.
I totally forgot to do something for my sandals, so I improvised last minute...my legs looked hot, but I felt like I was walking on two tied pork roasts since that shit was tied insanely tight.
My wings garnered a Vicky's Secret runway walk.
Ha, let's hope those pictures of me strutting burn in electronic hell.
As skimpily clad as I was, I stayed warm the entire night.
Dancing on stage at the club is advisable ONLY if you know how to shake yo shit.
Ew, not like that. But, yes, that also.
Apparently, chicks dig my thighs too. LOL

Life is retarded right now, and things will either come crashing down or magically begin a transformation into the miraculous.
But all that remains to be determined.
I'm trying my gawddamn utmost to stay positive, but my situation right now is just unbelievable ridiculous.
My best buddy Al sez because I'm [going thru what I'm going thru], I'm destined to become unbelievably weatlhy some day as a means of offsetting [my current circumstance].
Fuckin' financial aid.

Vote Obama. Or don't vote at all.
My parentals are voting McLame. I should like to clobber them.

In California, if passed, Proposition 8 will deny legal marriage rights to gay and lesbian couples. I'm hoping the new, determined and aching-for-change voting class will steer our country (and my state) toward a more secure and brighter tomorrow cuz this Bush shit ain't cuttin' it.

WAKE UP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE AND VOTE TOMORROW, LJournalians. It is imperative we make change within our lifetime and undo the evils of this last administration.

Omg, I'm totally soapboxing. Hahahaha! So didn't expect that. So yeah, in summation, I looked hot on Halloween, life's a drag and get your ass out tomorrow morning and VOTE.





Mahal kita, bitches.

What's the most endearing thing a person (non-collector) has said about your toys or you as a collector?

( My Thanksgiving )

Leave a comment if you'd like me to tell you what I *really* feel about you.

1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
3) Tell you something I like about you.
4) Tell you a memory I have of you.
5) Associate you with a character/pairing.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) Tell you my favourite user pic of yours.
8) Post this on your LJ and start all of again.

C'mon, you know you want to. *peer pressures you*

The fires are getting closer and closer.
Everything is starting to smell like burning.
There's no sense in washing my car cuz it'll be covered in ash anyway.

I'm safe from the flames, but with the 70+ MPH winds blowing everything over and closing all the freeways leading to my house, I can't help but think this is Armageddon in the process.

Please keep an open heart for my friends and family that have been evacuated and/or have lost their homes in the San Diego fires.



It's all so frightening.
I pray for containment, peace and for all that has been lost to be found again, renewed and replenished.

Thanks for the read.
I love you all, LJ friends.